Yesterday I walked through the terminal, eyes on every TV screen I could
find. I had been speaking at a church in
Dallas over the weekend, and had not yet heard the news. From the time it took
me to get from one concourse at the Dallas-Ft. Worth airport to another, I had heard
the horrific reports--the attack in Nairobi, the church bombing in Pakistan, and
these in the shadow of the shootings on our own asphalt this week.
We are, all of us, appalled at the evil in the world this week, the suffering of innocents and fellow believers. That is, if we are the lucky ones. If we are the blessed. Blessed are the appalled, who can still ache and cry over carnage.
This is my worry, dear friends. That evil and violence will stop shocking us. That I will see the gassed bodies of Syrians and the bloodied tunics of Pakistanis and the empty basketball court and I will not falter as I walk from one gate to another, as I find my window seat on the plane, fish out my magazine and read Oprah’s tips on finding personal happiness and serenity, along with the hottest boots of the season and better ways to use eye shadow . . .
As I did. Precisely. And this is our dilemma.
How do we stay alive and human in a shrapnel-bloodied world and in a culture of 10,000 cameras and screens whose messengers stay awake for tragedy, who seem to thrive on disaster, who multiply and multiply whatever sad deeds are done to fill the hours and our houses with fear and death?
We weary of mayhem and the profit of those who announce it.
And so many times we are not aghast. We know that shedding blood is so very ancient and human: the first child born, in a world still fresh and vast, with room for all, angrily killed his pure-hearted brother. So it began, brother against brother, tribe against tribe, nation against nation. There is nothing new under the sun. Only the weapons have changed. And our ability to watch it all from our chairs.
Thousands of years ago the Psalmist wrote, “Why do the nations rage and
the peoples’ plot in vain?”
How do we not grow weary with all this raging and plotting? How do we
not turn away from the fallen child, the grieving mother? What do we do with
our news-weary eyes and our compassion-exhausted souls?
Oprah and so many others tender this advice: “My number one spiritual
practice is trying to live in the present moment … to resist projecting into the future, or lamenting past
mistakes . .. to feel the real power of now.”
But “now” only works if your “now” is good. And “now” only works for
you. It’s not good for so many, for those in the news, for those of us watching
the news, for all those living under burdens, history, crimes, absence and fear.
“Now” isn’t enough. Nor has it ever been. This is not all there is.
Justice is coming. “Vengeance is mine,” says the Lord, “I will repay.” God is not mocked---what has been sown will be reaped. The innocent will be restored, the poor will be rich, the murdered will wear robes of white, the fatherless will sit on the Father’s lap, and explosions and death will be no more.
All this is coming. It’s not far away. The certainty of its coming, the
knowledge of its reality changes our now. It widens our eyes beyond ourselves.
It enlarges Time. Most of all, it emboldens the weary and weak.
Don’t turn away from the wounded, the mourning, the persecuted, though
there are too many. Though it makes you sad. Let your heart be broken, as God’s
heart is broken.
Whether they live near or far, as much as you are able,
God hears you, and lives are healed and freed because of it. Believe it.
And if they live nearby, go to their door and knock and enter and help
however you can.
Do not
grow weary of doing good in this war-wrecked world.
Wage kindness.
And you will unleash the mightiest power on heaven and earth . . .
Leslie, I love the way you put things. You are so insanely gifted and such a craftsman/woman! :) I've been thinking about this topic a lot lately, and it hit home. It's a struggle to not grow cold to the terrors we hear about so often, simply out of self-protection. But we miss out on the joys of life if we can't enter enter sorrow with our fellow human beings. Thank you for this encouragement today. I'm sharing it with my networks.
ReplyDeleteDena, thanks so much for reading, and I'm glad my words resonated with you. I've been struggling as well, and was grateful I had the time today to bring words to my withering heart. So true---no pain, no joy. (And thanks so much for sharing. You are so generous!)
ReplyDeleteI hear your words, Leslie, but if we cry over every tragedy in this world, there will be no time to enjoy our lives--the ones that God gave us--our now. Pray for the sick, the wounded, the persecuted, abandoned and abused of this world. But shed tears sparingly or there will be no time to smile. Winn
ReplyDeleteYes, I do believe there is a way to do both, Winn. To stay sensitive to the hurts of others, yet see and feel God's joy every day. WIthout pain, we cannot feel pleasure, I think. Thanks for that thought---to keep them in balance!! (Otherwise, you're right. We are too stricken to help anyone!)
DeleteLeslie...oh...this is so good. God has been dealing with my heart in this area for years...I have prayed for a heart of compassion...and I wanted to live it first with those around me...when my brother got sick...I knew The Lord wanted me to enter deep into this process with him...these past 4 months have been a gift...and I know God wants my heart to be filled with compassion for those near me...but also for those who are far...I want His Spirit to work His heart in me when these heart breaking stories come across my path.
ReplyDeleteRo----so very sorry you lost your brother. It seems these times of prolonged sharing of loss really exhaust---and awaken us. thank God you have been awakened and energized to be available to others in their needs. I want to do the same . .. .
DeleteLeslie--thank you for this piece! I believe you are right about the danger of becoming desensitized to the suffering of others. The flesh wants to protect itself. The Holy Spirit helps us extend ourselves. As we pray for the broken we can pray for the capacity to be Christ with skin and remain compassionately involved however God moves us to give of ourselves with our hearts, time, money, ears, shoulders--everything! I thank God that He is the God who sees! And Jesus wept. He can help us do the same.
ReplyDeleteAhhhh, so good!! Your last words, "Jesus wept. He can help us do the same." We DO need help to weep, don't we?? And then we get up and wage kindness. I know you are doing this every day, Heather!
DeleteWage Kindness. Beautifully perfect direct action, that...
ReplyDeleteI once asked a friend whose job it was to destroy chemical weapons if he could one thing about the world, what would he change?
His response?
"That we would all feel each other's pain".
Tim---this is brilliant and true ("That we would all feel each other's pain.") I don't know if we could do it, though, were it not for the hope we've been given in Christ. Who can bear it all? But He can. Thank you Tim!
DeleteLeslie: I don't have the answers to all the "whys." But your questions bring to mind the largely-ignored droning of flight attendants advising us to first put on our own oxygen masks in the event of an emergency. We can't help others when we can't breathe for ourselves. As callous as this sounds--we have to save our own skins before we can ever help others. Winn
ReplyDeleteWinn---absolutely. We have nothing to feed others who are hurting if we ourselves aren't fed. So there is this balance, of equipping ourselves, and then using that to spend on others--prayers, tears, whatever tangible good things we can do. (As you are doing with your radio show!)
DeleteVery powerful, Leslie. I especially appreciated this: But “now” only works if your “now” is good. And “now” only works for you. It’s not good for so many, for those in the news, for those of us watching the news, for all those living under burdens, history, crimes, absence and fear.
ReplyDeleteTo that, I say "exactly."
April, yes, I want to write more about this, this idea that living in the moment, in the "now" is all we need. This is such a small view. How can the now be now without the past, without the coming future? Thanks, April. I always appreciate your thoughts!!
DeleteLeslie, this is so me... I don't watch the news much because it is all the same. News channels take the pain people suffer and dramatize it! I realize by not watching, at least the news hour news without tuning in to those who just sensationalize it, that I do miss many opportunities to be broken for Christ. Thank you for this blog.
ReplyDeleteLorraine---yes, the news channels cloak it all in concern, but most of the time it's exploitation. We can watch once, then turn it off. God's spirit can do the rest. (Thank you, friend, for being here with us.)
DeleteI am struck how my response to suffering is such a straight view into my own soul, and my communion with the Suffering One. Have I forgotten that He wants me to give Him my burden of religiosity and to, in turn, share with Him the light yoke of grace? It is only by this grace that my heart is able to be broken for anyone (truly--and for it to not in some twisted way to be about me), and to have a view into the Heart of the Universe.
ReplyDeleteWhat an invitation. What grace.
Thanks, Leslie.
Thanks back, Amy. Profound thoughts beautifully said. How do we enter others' suffering and not turn it into something for selfish gain? I am sooo good at that, without even trying. Longing for a pure heart, that can ache--and pray--purely, for others. Thank you Amy.
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