Beyond Despair: Reclaiming JOY (Hint: Kill your Local god)





I am having trouble speaking today. And writing. I live on an island far away from drug gangs, abortion clinics and the violence that is terrorizing El Salvador right now, but it presses and silences my tongue today. It feels so close . . . To you as well, I am sure. Evil does this, travels across time and space to smother us. 




How do we live and praise today when we can hardly breathe? I promise you breath and beauty in a moment. We'll get there in just a moment. First, come with me here:

I do not want to know about all evils in the world. A few at a time is all I can bear. But even in the horror of it, I am relieved that Planned Parenthood has finally been exposed in these videos. Killing babies has done anything but "empower" these women in crisis. It has only "empowered" the PP leaders and clinics who have profited by trafficking in baby body parts. 





People who do not (yet) believe, and even those who do often challenge Christians asking, "How can a good God allow so much evil and suffering in the world?"  But many times we're asking the wrong question. We should be asking, "How can good people allow so much suffering and evil in the world?"  


We have allowed it. One step at a time. This is our own human-made evil---the jokes about getting rich enough to buy a Lamborgini off babies' bodies while munching on salad and sipping  wine. The "technicians" casually separating human organs in a  pie dish to sell to the highest bidder here in this third video. . . .  We don't have to allow it. (Consider signing some of the online petitions such as this one.





Just one more: El Salvador. The country is spinning out of control as the drug gangs declare war on the government. Twenty-two people have been killed every day of this last month. My daughter, who lived there for 2 years, is in constant contact with friends there. Everyone is terrified to even leave their home.  

I ache for them, for all the good and lovely hard-working people there who cannot even imagine any kind of future. Who cannot even imagine having a job with a real living wage. Who cannot imagine lying down at night in peace and safety. 




So---how do we rejoice in the Lord today? How do we sing and praise and walk through our days in the joy of the Lord?




We can. And should. Every single day we awake and drink our morning coffee before rising to enter the swirl of work and people, there is enough evil in the world to overwhelm us with sorrow and despair and send us back to bed. And So has it always been. 

But when I let the dailiness of evil overwhelm me, I am blinded to even greater truths---the stupendous glories and mercies of God everywhere around me. My eyes can be so downcast at what is happening there I miss all that God is and all He is doing here right in front of me. Does God not care about your here as much as he does about their there? 

Does God not desire and deserve to be loved and enjoyed in ALL the ten thousand places Christ is at work and at play?

Here, would you walk with me for a moment through this week on this Alaskan island?











































































Dear friends, if God is so present to us in our days and backyards, in friends, flowers, starfish; through storms, work, and daily fish, can we believe that He is even more present to those in faraway yards, who are afraid and suffering? Do we not believe that God will be true to His word and lead ALL his people through the valley of the shadow of death, that He will deliver them to quiet waters and green pastures, as He has done for us so many times? 






Is our God so small that because WE are not there in those valleys, we do not quite believe that HE is there?

Can we get rid of our tiny, local god to embrace the Real God, the Omnipotent, Omnipresent God over All That Is??






Let us believe God's promises for others as much as we believe them for ourselves. And let us pray these promises for them! God wants this, that we share their burdens through prayer, believing that God WILL be to them just who He said He will be. Just who He has been to us. 






Believe this. And then pray. Join me in praying for El Salvador, the only country who bears His name (It's original full name was "Provincia De Nuestro SeƱor Jesus Cristo, El Salvador Del Mundo" ["Province of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Savior of the World"], abbreviated to "El Salvador" [The Savior].


And---please join me in helping to take away Planned Parenthood's federal funding. 

THEN, full of prayer, praise and joy, go out into your day, your yard and your work with eyes open for all the ways God is already redeeming Creation, redeeming His people, for all the ways God is ruling as King here and there even now. 
































Even now. 

Believe it.




















7 comments:

  1. Yes, there are days when I don't even want to listen to the news, and, like you, I live rural and local. I could get away without knowing any of it, but then there's that pesky truth that we share in the sufferings of the body and have a duty to pray -- and, therefore, to know.
    I'm so thankful for the way you process your grieving here in this place. My little world, my microscopic disappointments and frustrations need to be viewed in light of these huge realities, and it helps to see someone else muddling through it -- with lovely words.

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    1. Thanks Michele. Yes, "muddling" is the perfect word for it. I need to believe, really believe that God is big enough, present enough in these difficult places to effect His will. And He will. We get to be a part of it through prayer. Thank you for listening---and praying!!

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  2. Thank you for your lovely, balanced, true perspective. Yes, there is enormous evil in the world--overwhelming, drowning--only if we let it. Let's rise up as PRAYER WARRIORS, unleashing God's overwhelming GRACE into situations far too great for humanity to solve by ourselves. CHRIST has OVERCOME the power of HELL and the KINGDOM OF GOD is HERE, on the move, constantly reclaiming, redeeming, restoring ALL according to God's sovereign plan. PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME FOREVER! EMMANUEL--God WITH us. Right NOW! Let us never stop interceding for the suffering and praising God for His glory in the midst of it all.

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    1. Amen and amen, Heather. Thank you for this beautiful prayer and praise. I join my voice with yours!!

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  3. Thank you Leslie... Amen and Amen... these are times that test our souls...times when our personal world and the world at large screams that all we believe about God is a lie... That God is not good... not a God of love... He is not powerful enough... on and on... but it is in these very places that we wrestle to find what we truly believe... we see where our souls are anchored... how deeply they are anchored.... and for me...it is from this anchored place that my prayers and praise can be sustained... the chorus from an old Twilia Paris songs keeps coming to mind.... Saying to my soul, fix your eyes on Jesus
    Saying to my soul, fix your eyes on Jesus
    Fix your eyes on Jesus, fix your eyes on Jesus
    Fix your eyes on Jesus

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  4. I agree with you about everything, except abortion. It is the decision of these women. who is doing that. And is it a real sin, if woman. who is addicted to drugs, has bad health is doing the abortion? Just imagine the way that newborn baby will suffer, and it will be a big miracle, if he'll born healthy, due to the research, made by custom essays writing service in york, the percent of the chronic diseases among babies of the addicted to drugs parents is over 65.

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  5. Lillie--I am offering some thoughts for consideration. All three of our kids, adopted from Russia, have permanent brain damage and some physical disabilities resulting from fetal exposure to alcohol. Our middle child miraculously survived an attempted abortion. We have grieved losses and shattered dreams. Yet, the joy we all have eclipses the pain. We have experienced first-hand how God comforts and provides for "the poor", "the least of these" and I have learned that I'm one of them. Our children have shown me my own brokenness and, when once I had wished I had never been born--when I had even contemplated taking my own life--I now think on those times praising our God who brought me through such dark valleys of thought and showed me how valuable I am, even so broken. Our whole family has come before God broken in spirit too many times to count and yet he has never forsaken us, always providing exactly what we need emotionally, physically, relationally, financially even better than how we had hoped or even prayed. We know that ALL life is extremely valuable, no matter how broken. We are all broken by sin, yet our God is the God of redemption and restoration. He uses all our brokenness and pain to expand his kingdom values here on earth and, though we live in the midst of broken, there is always redemption, always beauty. Our kids' joy is palpable, despite their disabilities, and God has blessed so many others with their spirits and gifts. We are blessed to have them in our lives and they feel blessed to be alive when their chances for surviving outside of the womb and their orphanage were dismal at best. God is always and forever a God of life and love. I am overjoyed to be alive and sharing my life with these few who came so close losing theirs.

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