Is your heart leaking yet, your eyes heavy, your feet dragging as you go about your life this week, this month? While nations rage and Christians and other minorities are dragged from their homes and murdered; while bombs fall and children die, and planes blow up and crash, amid racial unrest and distress, with disease running wild, while one nation consumes another and another . ..
(And then, one of my favorite actors, Robin Williams, dies.) And we can hardly bear to turn on the radio or the TV---or we can hardly bear to turn them off because the men and women there will pull every trick they're taught to keep us glued to death and hate, to fire and flood, to invasion and infection, to fear and more fear.
The world is unraveling, it feels. I am not afraid, but I am sad. And I hope you are as well. I hope you are sad instead of blithe and unknowing. I hope you are sad instead of victorious. I hope you are not one of those Christians whose comments I read this week on the persecutions in Baghdad and the Middle East. We know not to listen to most of the chatter and inanity in the comment boxes, but I did this time, and I have to say this: Please do not be one of those who read of killings, bombings, and persecutions far away and then run to their End Time and Rapture List with a glad hand to check it off saying, "Yes! The End Times! I knew it was here! I'm right!" And perhaps they harbor concern for their brothers and sisters, but there's a small undeniable fist pump and a heel lift that "Yes, all the sooner we're going home! Come, the rapture! Come, my airlift from this messed-up world! Come my personal deliverance out of suffering! Come my own sweet chariot!"
I want a chariot too, but I'm not sure I'm going to get one out of this place. I'm not sure we get airlifted from this world into bliss before it gets worse. Our faith is not in our escape from this world. Our faith is in Jesus, who remained in this world until the very end---and even after, He returned to this world. Death could not keep him from coming back. This world matters that much.
Here's what I really want to say. It's okay to be sad. I'm not going to try and jolly you out of that. God knows the end from the beginning and all that must occur, but I know God is not doing cartwheels as His people are carted off to prisons, cellars and graves. God IS sovereign and He laughs at the nations that shake their fist at Him, but he mourns and suffers when His people suffer. And we should too.
Let your heart be troubled. Yes, Let your heart be troubled----first. Don't entreat us to be joyous right now. Don't choose the balm of a know-it-all theology that can harden your heart toward the suffering of others. (And maybe don't bank too hard on the Rapture, our own escape hatch from hurt. What if it doesn't come?) Let our faith be in Christ alone, no matter what.
Here’s what we can do. Even in the midst of our sadness, when all seems lost, remember these words from Paul:
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? . . .
No! In ALL these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
For I am sure that neither death nor life,
nor angels nor rulers,
nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth,
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to separate us
from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Nothing. No thing. No person. No enemy. Not even death. NOTHING can separate them (or us) from the love of Christ.
From your broken heart, would you pray that all God’s people in distress would KNOW the love of Christ for them? Would you pray that God’s people, us, would extend whatever help we can to SHOW the love of Christ for them?
And when, like me, you are without words, and you can only ache---even that will not be wasted. God will take your “groanings too deep for words” and use them “to intercede for the saints according to the will of God.”
LET your heart be troubled.
Let your heart groan and pray.
Let your heart intercede for the saints.
And God will hear.
He will answer.
He will hold fast to His promise to all of us:
“Neither death nor life . . NOTHING can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
Thanks Leslie for this... this world is spinning crazy... I am walking with a handful of friends through some very dark, painful times... platitudes don’t work here... these are the times we wrestle... really wrestle... in what and who do we believe? and love... what is love... in light of His love...what does my love reflect? Do I believe who God says He is... can it hold here... these are the moments... truth and lies clash... He is either who He says He is... or He is the biggest fraud to walk this earth. God is love... But I don’t think His love sits coldly by with His arms crossed watching this world grow darker and darker... and says...well, this is accomplishing my will... none of this is His will... but His love is always bending down... right into the darkness to redeem... to draw good...redemption out of the most horrific situations... This love... so full of compassion is always bending in... not coldly waiting... coldly pronouncing judgement... but always working in Love for the redemption of all... Lord I believe... help my unbelief... sorry for the ramble... thanks so much for this space Leslie!!!
ReplyDeleteRo---I'm with you. It's a lot to carry, all the news, and then what we struggle with personally and on behalf of friends. Suffering is part of every life, though as Americans (or simply as human beings) we try and buy our way out of as much of it as possible . .. May we press on toward the high calling of Christ, bending down as He does, to be with the suffering (just as you are already doing.) Take heart, Ro----in your broken heartedness and support of others, you are bringing God's presence to those people and places.
DeleteThank you for this post, Leslie. I am grieving hard for all the suffering and confessed to the Lord this morning that I feel overwhelmed. The Psalms are for times like this, so I'm seeking my refuge in Him there...and in posts like yours full of uncommon and divine sense.
ReplyDeleteJulie---yes, the Psalms. This IS the time for the Psalms. May God meet you there and may He use your broken heart for the good of the world.
ReplyDeleteI couldn't sleep the other night for the pain and heartbreak and the cries of His people ringing in my head and heart. I want them, our brothers and sisters, to know we pray for them; we love them; we suffer with them. And I know His heart aches with it too - that He loves us - all of us. For now, that's really all I know.
ReplyDeletelinda----yes, this is all we know. And thank goodness, somehow, it will be enough: our tears, our prayers for them. Praying with you . ..
DeleteI am been following me netnews last few weeks and there are many problems of break my heart. I was a missionary in Liberia where we set up a clinic in no full well the payments are now. I studied in Israel and I still can't comprehend insanity in the Middle East. I wrote in my blog, "walk with the fatman" following the death of Robin Williams focusing on the battle of depression. Broken heart, that describes it
ReplyDeleteMeant "know full well" "pains are now"
ReplyDeleteBill--thanks for this. I'm sure you do know full well about the sufferings of Christians in other places . .. I'll check out your post on Robin Williams. Broken hearted with you.
DeleteI'm thinking the same things today, Leslie. Thanks for sending these words! Yes, we struggle to deal with a friend who was killed by a car, while jogging. It was barely 3 weeks ago.
ReplyDeleteOh my, Diane! that's SO hard!! And then with all the other global events. May you find rest in our Lord, and in the reality of His nearness and His love.
DeleteI needed this today - thanks, Mrs. Fields. That hurt over people's pain is sharp but it jars us into remembering what matters in this short life. The social pressure to blithely drift above it all, wearing our happy faces, robs us of that gift. Thanks for the reminder that sorrow is fine, maybe even perfectly fitting.
ReplyDeleteEmily--so good to hear from you! Oh you are wise! "The social pressure to blithely drift above it all, wearing our happy faces, robs us of that gift." So well said. thank you Emily!
ReplyDeleteThank you Leslie. Your writing always speaks truth. Yes, Jesus weeps with the weeping. Even as we hold hope, we still must weep for the weeping because tears keep hearts from hardening. I want to stay soft toward the heart of God yet remember I am not God. Otherwise, we become overwhelmed and paralyzed by all the pain. Balance brought by humility and awareness that we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us is key, I believe.
ReplyDeleteHeather---ou make such a good and necessary distinction. We have to remember our own creatureliness---that enables us to share the suffering of God's people---yet we cannot carry it. Only God can do that. The challenge is not to overwhelmed with our helplessness, but realize our tears ARE effective. And God IS at work. Blessings---and can't wait to see you!!
ReplyDeleteAs a young, pregnant mom, my capacity is small for the suffering that pulses from every outlet, every day. That, and I am researching a novel set in the context of the Cambodian genocide. Once upon a not-too-long-ago time I would have felt guilty for not carrying all of these things (and more! more!), but I am learning that God has called my heart to ache and my tears to water certain ground, and I need to trust him with that. I'm a messiah-complex type, so it's a discipline for me not to follow each heartache deep into my own chambers, but to trust God to call others to weep with those who weep in places my heart's limits can't embrace. Your readers make it clear that this is happening, which bolsters my faith. Thank you for fostering this space.
ReplyDeleteLeslie, thank you. Do you remember the old hymn "When Wilt Thou Save the People?"? http://www.watchtheshepherd.blogspot.com/2014/08/when-wilt-thou-save-people-by-ebenezer.html
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