It begins,
the event we’ve been waiting four years for. Down from Mount Olympus come the gods and goddesses of ice and snow. I will watch as much as I
can, as much as is possible without a television. I watch for the human drama, for inspiration,
for wonder----and all this comes. Such perfection! Such beauty! Such
precision! I am agape. I am astonished. I am in love.
(“What is
man that you are mindful of him? The son of man that you would care for
him? You have made him a little lower
than the angels and have crowned him with glory and honor.”) Yes, glory and honor!
But then it
comes. At some point, all this glory and
honor can depress a body. Can depress
this body. For they are all so perfect.
And the
other creatures I love to watch out my windows---the ones who fly and
skate and swim and run with such animal force? Oh, their bodies, formed exactly
and perfectly for each their place, and made one better than us----made without the capacity for
dissatisfaction or self-loathing. O blessed eagle, otter and bear! Creatures large and small, creatures Olympian and animal, among you all I feel the odd creature out, twice over.
So I am wondering, amid all this perfection, does God love our bodies, our out-of-shape, aging, so-much-less-than-they-could-be bodies? If we all just trained and worked out four hours a day, like the athletes, think what our bodies could look like! Aren’t we just colossal disappointments to our Creator, who does, after all, love beauty, speed, and grace?
And then, I find this: New York photographer Howard Shatz photographed 125 of the world's most elite athletes, each one an Olympian. Here is a sample. Look:
Maybe perfection is more varied than I thought . ... ???
And then I
remember the fin whales, our daily neighbors. They’re not photogenic. They don’t spyhop or breach or enter the air
with any sort of drama, just a slow serpentine arc from water to air, then the curling dive, like
ships sinking into the deep.
They're monstrously slow, these whales. Not spectacular. And their skin is mottled. Almost ugly.
And I remember the littering of sparrows about our house---poor little, common thing, each one just like her sister, a thousand for a penny.
But I know God loves the whale, the sparrow, the sea lion, the bear, the weightlifter, the runner, the gymnast. I simply look at them and see it---a Creator's love for his own.
And us? Us!! Do you remember that He not only formed and shaped these bodies before they saw light, but he loves us, our bodies enough to inhabit them, if we so choose??!! He loves us enough
to join us here in and through our bodies, however muscled or weak they are, however ravishing or plain. For this is how we know Him. In
every breath that lifts our lungs, every bite we swallow, every landscape and face and sunrise we see, every
mile we walk, every thought we wonder---in all of this we can know something of Him. Our bodies are His, given out of love, for
our joy, that we may know Him.
As you watch
the Olympics, don’t hate your body. Yes, we will always
wrestle with our shape, our age, our vast imperfections, which feel as though
they sink us like whales. But, like the whales, no matter how deep we dive, we will keep rising to breathe again, as they
do, for in Him we live and move and breathe and have our being, our bodies.
And our bodies are His: Loved, beautiful, spirit-indwelt, and named "very good."
Very timely, and we are all in different shapes. I love to remember the sparrow, because they are so common, BUT there are many different sparrows! It's great that God loves all of us.
ReplyDeleteDiane---isn't it fascinating to see all those bodies?? So hopeful! There's not just one standard of beauty---or even athleticism. Yes, good point about the sparrows! Common, but so many!! Blessings, Diane, and thanks!
DeleteOne of my favorite scriptures as I work in rehab with those who are dealing with disabilities after open heart surgery, stroke, head injury, spinal cord injury etc is 2 Corinthians 4:16 "Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renews day by day."
ReplyDeleteYes, I love that one as well. It gives us such hope as we get older . ... Tanks Bernadette!
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