You haven't been to the Holy Land yet? You don't need to come. But first, the miracle.
In the land of miracles, I
ask for a small miracle. I do not do this often, but there are times to cash in
your faith chips. This day was one of those times.
It was my fourth day of
hiking around the Sea of Galilee, alone now. My son had returned to Europe a few
days back. I will hike most of the trail alone. I am beat. It is almost 90 degrees. I am carrying a backpack and a
front pack and am soaked with sweat. I have only 3 more miles to go until I can stop for the day. I see a
building that might be a restaurant. I am imagining an ice cold diet Coke.
I walk in slowly. It IS a
restaurant! (Internal happy dance.) A
60-ish man with black hair is behind the counter.
‘Diet Coke please.”
He looks up at me in surprise
and retrieves one from the refrigerator case.
“Where are you from? Are you
alone?”
“Yes, I’m traveling alone.
I’m from Alaska.”
“Alaska?? I never meet anyone from Alaska. Where are you going?” He
asks, puzzled, looking at my backpack.
“I’m walking around the Sea,
the Kinneret.”
“Walking?” Then, “Ohhhhh!!” he
smiles a big smile. “That is good! That is healthy! That’s the best way to see our country.” He looks me up and down and pronounces,
‘Strong woman!” And then to celebrate my strength, he adds spontaneously,
“Here, I make you espresso! The best! Look, I have a new grinder!”
My heart sinks.
He goes behind the counter
and pulls out of a new box a white plastic grinder.
“From Paris! New! Today!
Look! Come see. “
He waves me behind the
counter into the kitchen. I don’t know what to tell him.
By the time the coffee is
made we know each other’s names and other details. We go back out to the
counter. He brings it out in a beautiful brass pot from Damascus he tells me,
and two small espresso cups. Beni offers
me the coffee. He doesn't know he is offering me poison. Caffeine makes me so ill
it can send me to bed for two days. I have missed flights, classes, deadlines from inattentive barristas who miss the word "decaf." I already risked an entire diet Coke. I usually dump out half. Now Coke and espresso? I can’t afford
to lose 2 days. Who will pick up the pieces?
I say,
“Thank you so much . . .but
caffeine makes me sick.”
“ Accchhhhh, it’s all in
here” he says, pointing at his head.
I smile warily and know I have to
drink it. He is giving me the best he
has. I will not offend him. I would rather be sick.
But I am in the land of miracles.
Just one or two miles from here Jesus multiplied the loaves and fishes. He walked on
water, that water, over there. I will ask for a little
miracle today. “Lord, please protect me,” I pray from my
fervent heart as I tip the cup and sip.
Soon we are talking children
and family and Alaska and religion and life … .and a friend comes in, a Jewish man from the U.K.
who has made his home there. He is loud
and profane, angry at religious people I find out in the first five minutes,
but he is interesting and friendly.
“You stay for lunch. I make
shakshuka. Leslie, you help.” I follow
him ito the kitchen. He is not a man to be refused. Soon we are sitting down to
the spicy eggs and tomato dish with plates of olives, cabbage salad, tahini and
pita bread.
It is a feast.
I sit eating and talking, waiting
for the shaking, the muscle aches, the dizziness . . . .
Yesterday I stayed with a
couple on the Golan Heights who are orange farmers. Malachi drives me around in his truck to show
me his groves, the five kinds of oranges he grows. We stop to sample every
kind. “Eat!” he tells me, picking an orange off a tree, peeling it and giving
it to me. Every time we stop, he picks
oranges for me, heaping them in my hands.
He keeps giving me oranges, more and more. I keep putting them in my
backpack until there is no more room, and now they go in my front pack. I have
15 pounds of oranges added to my packs, and I have 10 miles to walk this day in
the hot sun. The multiplication of oranges. Before the oranges, I am given fish. I carry
fish in my backpack all afternoon until I find someone to give them to . . .
This day I do not get sick
from the coffee. Not at all. The first time since, when? When I finally leave the restaurant, the angry man who doesn’t believe in God
shakes my hand and says kindly, “It’s nice to meet someone on the right road.”
For the first time ever, I
didn’t get jetlag after flying for 2 days and all one night to get to Israel---when
I can barely make it through a single night flight. (Did I mention I have serious issues with sleep???) Strangers give me rides
just when I need them. I meet an amazing pastor and his wife. I spend the day
with an Arab-Christian family and find the woman desperate, struggling with the
very issues I have written about. Our hearts are joined.
The prayers of many friends have done this. So it has gone. Each day
providential meetings, food provided, kindness given, friendships made, prayers
spoken, blessings given. So many
miracles and multiplications.
I will be leaving soon. I
don’t want to leave behind the land of miracles. I don’t want to stop living
this way: beginning every day with anticipation, asking the Lord to direct my
feet, keeping my hands and backpack open.
I have decided to take the
Holy Land with me. Wherever God is,
that’s holy land. You’re standing on it now. And when I return to Kodiak, to
snow and winter darkness, that will be Holy Land as well.
This is what I remember and
know again after this fourth visit to Israel. You don’t have to walk in the
Footsteps of Jesus, or think you have lost something essential to your faith if
you don’t make it to Israel. Yes, this is an amazing land, and I have received
far more than I can carry or tell you about, but it is God who is Holy, and you
can find Him anywhere.
You just have to dare. You
just have to risk. Give strangers a lift. Put on walking shoes. Talk to people
you don’t know. Listen to them. Feed them. Ask them for help if you need
it. Be a wanderer in your own town. Believe in the miracle of
provision, of multiplying oranges and
fish you somehow can carry. We can do this.
Help others see that this
place, this land where you are living
right now---
Beautiful, desolate,
tropical, Arctic,
City, suburbia, wilderness,
ghetto---
This is the
Holy Land:
Jesus is there
And miracles are waiting.
(Tell me yours ..... I am listening.)
"Help others see that this place, this land where you are living"...yes...a Holy land because of Emmanuel...God with us...thanks for this wonderful reminder...to travel each road...unfettered to pace...todo list...willing to me people...seeming interruptions ...and even willing to embrace what may seem "harmful"...I long to live fully present in each place I find myself...blessings as you wind up your adventure.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Ro!! It has indeed been an adventure, and I want to live at home as I have been living here. "Lord, open our hands to this. Help us put down the spatula, the iPhone, the broom in the midst of our daily schedule to see that our land is holy too! Help Ro and I live out this truth!"
DeleteWonderful! So important to remember that we can't be so busy right where we are that we can't be interrupted by needs and opportunities to share in His holiness! So easy to forget we bear His image, and His Spirit indwells and infuses everything we do. Thank you! What a privilege to learn through you to walk with hands and heart open wide.
ReplyDeleteCarey---it IS so hard to remember this about the place we are living right now. There, it is hardest of all. But----we CAN do this! (Thank you for reading---and for joining me in walking this out.)
DeleteExcellent...I should always be aware I am standing on holy ground b/c I KNOW God is always with me...but so often I forget. Thank you for your words which help me remember.
ReplyDeletecontinuing to pray for safe travels
Cathy
Thank you Cathy! The flights home will be brutal. (I did have one very sketchy ride . . .. but I got out of the car as soon as I could.) So appreciate your prayers!
DeleteWow, amazing post. Brought back so many memories of Holy Land (and other trips), and sparked so much faith in me. Can't wait to go back...even though I know I don't have to (:
ReplyDeleteOh, and you inspired this post of mine, which links to yours.
http://davewainscott.blogspot.com/2013/12/on-not-giving-beans-to-dogs-coffee.html
Yes, your post is definitely inspired!! (Made me laugh!) Sounds like you've been to some great places. (Haven't made it to S. America yet. It's on the list!) Thanks for reading!!
DeleteLeslie, this was truly a beautiful blog....my eyes filled up with tears. If we ever make it there, I want to walk to land--not just get stuck in a busy scheduled tour! We could learn a lot about hospitality---it has been passed down by generation after generation in the Middle East. Here in the West, we are the Lone Rangers, the Independent Frontiersmen, the self-reliant. Thank you for sharing your life!
ReplyDeleteIndeed, Kate!! I am so lucky to live in a community (Kodiak) where hospitality is so valued and where there are many constant strangers, so I get to practice (when I am walking in faith . .) IT is SUCH a grand adventure to live this way. I hope you get to do it as well!!
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ReplyDeleteSome women are born to travel...some women have the guts to travel...but not the wherewithal. When I come to your blog with all those fabulous pics of Alaska, I drool, hopefully not on your blog, and try not to lust!
My place is asking...working...and praying for my opening for God's place for me. At 61 I know there is something more I am to do.
Diane, you are older than I am (by just a few years) but you are young!! And yes! There is much more ahead! Just as you say, ask, work, pray, seek and you will find a perfect, beautiful (but not necessarily neat) way of serving others. People need what YOU can offer them!! This is how we will stay vital and fruitful all our days! (I am believing this and praying for you now ...)
DeleteSo God is like the man behind the counter in the restaurant. We come to him just wanting a little (the diet Coke), but he wants to give us much more--fellowship, adventure, and miracles. God invites us to live the life of expectancy, saying, “From Paris [heaven]! New! Today! Look! Come see.“
ReplyDeleteThe Holy Land is here and now and "the miracles are waiting!"
Constance---you're so right!! Ohmygoodness, the analogy is perfect! Yes, he was determined to interrupt my schedule and shower me with bounty, even to make me do things I didn't want to do. But staying there, being there at his table was so so rich!! (Thank you for that marvelous insight!) And thank you for your prayers!! The fruit that have already borne!
Deleteforgot to say I'm still praying for you: safety, health, sleep, wisdom, tender heart, callused feet, and eyes to see the miracles
ReplyDeleteGreat post; a lot to think about. Thanks for sharing! :)
ReplyDeleteGorgeous, Leslie. Sitting in the lunchroom with my mom was holy ground today. Watching her kindness, despite the immense confusion of dementia, despite the gaps in her mouth from 'teeth' she had forgotten to put in and the gaps in her blouse because one of her meds causes weight gain. We're down to the nub here, and the nub is holy.
ReplyDeleteDiana--just seeing this now . . . It's not always easy to see the Spirit at such times, but so thankful God gave you eyes for all that is holy in your hours with your mother. And she, though she may be unable to fully respond, knew in some way that she too was on holy ground, being with you . ...
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