Such a week! Calvin and Maddie flew (we did not know!)—then crashed. Sophie our dog fell from a cliff. Two rescues in one afternoon? And all happened within sight of my camera. Let me show you:
The eaglets stood beak to beak near the nest, as they have since hatchlings .
When they lifted their massive young wings, Calvin flew to a reef nearby and stood there on watch, waiting for food. He was facing the wrong direction , bless his little eaglet heart, looking at the bluff above him rather than the fish-full ocean beyond him. He did not yet know. And----he did not yet know about the rising tide.
The reef he was sentried upon began to disappear.
Wavelets gently rose and tickled his talons. He was annoyed, but kept his resolute stance. The water kept rising, now licking his talons. What was happening? Why was he getting wet? Mother? Father? He looked to them, 100 feet away on another reef, a much higher reef. They squawked noisily at him, offering either instruction or abuse, depending on your interpretation of “eagle.”
Calvin was paralyzed. Why was water moving uphill and over rocks! He did not budge, and now, five minutes later, the tide had risen to engulf his talons and his feather-trousered legs. He was wet and soggy. He had waited so long, I knew he could not even fly if he tried. Nor could he walk off the rock.
I was already planning an eaglet rescue, seeing myself running back to the house, launching a skiff, and scooping up the soggy bird from his coming demise. Just as I mentally snatched him from the reef, he fluttered his wet feathers, lifted them from the salt water, leaned wetly from his perch and . . .. did this . . .
the shabbiest excuse for flight I've ever seen!
Then this . . .
No, Calvin, you cannot fly with wet wings. You cannot fly----but of course, you are a “sea eagle” (as your latin name so designates) and you can swim! Did you know that? We have watched many of his kin overcalculate their lift, and hefting a salmon too big from the water, they drop into the sea with an inglorious splash. Then they pull out their oars-----and row to shore.
Just as Calvin did.
(If you've never seen an eagle row his boat to shore, you've missed something!)
It was a humiliated Calvin who emerged, sodden, on another rock, one he hoped would not be eaten by the strange, hungry waters.
Would he choose that rock again? Would he begin now to learn the message of the 26 foot tides? So much to learn! Such fierce masters of the wind and sky---but they know nothing when they begin. Like us.
And, this same hour, another creature I loved fell and crashed. My dog, excited by the eagles, got too close to the edge and fell off the cliff the eagles flew from. Instincts failed her. No Sophie, you cannot fly.
My sons rescued her and carried her, bleeding, to the house. We did not know if she would live or die.
But two days later she is chasing our heels up the hill, doggy-happy and whole.
But two days later she is chasing our heels up the hill, doggy-happy and whole.
I desperately hope Sophie learns about the danger of cliffs. I hope the eaglets learn about the winds and the tides. So much to learn in this life! But sometimes we stop learning. Sometimes we gather our little knowledge up and decide it is enough, and we stand, resolute and foolish, on reefs we should know will disappear; we step off cliffs we once knew were deadly.
We do it anyway. Our eager open-mouthed mind and heart has closed. How does this happen?
In my Old Testament reading, I am slogging through the Chronicles of Kingly Folly and Stupidity. One after another, the kings of the Old Testament, abandoned the God they once knew. They were promised, “The LORD is with you when you are with Him. If you seek Him, He will be found by you, but if you forsake Him, He will forsake you.”
A few of them were “with Him.” They won battles, administered justice, served one another in His miraculous strength----for a time. But too many times, they jumped off the cliff, they stood on the wrong rocks, they forgot about the rising water, … They forsook all they once learned was true and relied on themselves alone. And all was lost, literally.
We can do better. Under one of those kings, Asa, all the people gathered together and “entered into a covenant to seek the LORD .. . with all their heart and soul.”
What happened to these humble seeking people, who never forgot who they were and how little they knew?
“They sought God eagerly, and He was found by them.”
They sought God eagerly.
He was found by them.
I know I’ll keep making mistakes in this life. No doubt I’ll tumble ingloriously, landing with a splash and a blush. But I cannot forget who I am: a silly ungainly creature with so much still to learn—
and I cannot forget who God is: The God of All Wisdom. The God Who Can Be Found. The God Who Wants to Be With Us.
And is.
(And Calvin? Listen to your mother next time when she sends you to a higher rock.)
First...I am glad you are feeling better!!! And oh my....what an amazing gift to have been able to not only watch but to capture those moments. And yes...what a picture of how we are ....growing ....almost drowning...but finally finding our wings. And aren't you so very glad that we have a kind Abba who is always ready to teach us with loving patience as we stumbled through this life.
ReplyDeleteOk I want to think I could live your life ...and see eagles learn how to fly...but I guess I can do the next best thing...read about it here....so glad I found your blog :)
Ro----oh, so right! It was SUCH a present to me--and it happened on a Sunday, so it was a Sabbath gift. And I knew, too, it was for all of you!! Grateful for his incredible patience with us! (Glad you found this place, too!)
ReplyDeleteOh, lovely! Such great photos and storytelling. Thank you, Leslie. Hope you're feeling 100% by now - and that your doggie is, too.
ReplyDeleteDiana--we are both indeed much better! I did think we'd lose our little yorkie, but so thankful she survived. (And hopefully she's wiser!)
DeleteLeslie, thankful for your words...both here and in your books. Thankful that you share what the Lord has taught you and thus instruct me.
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Cathy (is that right?)----I'm very grateful I get to write, and I am especially grateful for you who read. Without you, my work would feel empty, meaningless. Thank YOU!
DeleteOh Leslie, I love this. In that first picture of him on the rocks he looks like he has just a little "attitude." The reality of the water sucked it out of him very quickly. So many lessons for us to learn from this little guy. After watching the little cardinal family from my kitchen window, and now this, I am amazed at the way the parents just sort of let go - let the young ones make mistakes without rushing in to make everything better.
ReplyDeleteLinda---oh my, I can't tell you how delighted and amused I was to witness this whole drama---and that I happened to have my camera with me at the time!! Yes, we can learn some things from some creatures (think of the the ants in Proverbs)---but then others? Like--some animal parents consume their young---yikes!! Creation is clearly as fallen as we are!
DeleteSo thankful for you Leslie, and for your wonderful wisdom and the way you share your days and your wisdom with us. I was thinking of you this morning as I was with Lisa and Sarah, and thought about our little "inn" of time when you were here. So glad to know you are feeling better and glad whenever I can read your posts. Blessings to you!
ReplyDeleteSusan! Yes, that morning over that brunch in that beautiful house ...oh my, what a treasured memory that is! You made me feel like a princess!! (And thank you for allowing me to serve you here!)
DeleteI am so glad that you compared those kings in Chronicles to the eaglet. I am also slogging through Chronicles, and now I will smile as one more crashes into the sea. And very good news to hear that your dog is going to be OK, and you must be feeling better, too. Thanks for some more beautiful pictures from your life in Alaska.
ReplyDeleteBirdie--are you doing the One Year Bible, as I am?? Oh my, it's SO depressing, isn't it, those kings!! I do wonder at it constantly, how resolutely most resisted the Lord. It does instruct my soul, though. (Glad to have company through those depressing pages!)
ReplyDeleteYes, Calvin, listen to your mother. :) This post is one of my favorites. The way you braid together all the different strands-nature, self, spiritual insights, and tie it all off neatly at the end.
ReplyDeleteI had to study the picture of Calvin's sad excuse for flight for a bit to figure out exactly what I was looking at--took me a bit to make out the feet, then the head, and "OK...those are wings. Oh my." A wad of wet, wilted feathers struggling to gain lift.
I've never seen an eagle swim--how cool. At least I have your writing and photos to *see.*
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Cheryl, this post made me just happy (except for the dog over the cliff). It was just thiis lovely present God gave me last Sunday. I Knew it was for all of you too! And it helped me process all that depressing reading in Chronicles, goodness!! (Thanks for reading!)
DeleteThanks for helping us, your readers, peer into your world through your photographs and into your heart and mind, through your words. Our church has been studying Chronicles since January so I'm hearing you sister and your thoughts--about those kings--about US! Praise the Lord He still gets us to shore after some of our near-sighted landing choices!
ReplyDeleteWow--are you working through Chronicles as a church?? More power (and strength and joy) to you!! There are these amazing moments though (with Manasseh, for example) that display this massive grace of God---that He is ready to forgive so quickly!! Despite the human despair, I learn so much abut God's desires and heart through that dismal book!
DeleteBeautiful words and photographs! My Mother-in-law told me about your blog...her son (my brother-in-law) is out there with you this summer (Nate). I look forward to following along!
ReplyDeleteEmily! How great to meet you here! And to know that you're connected in this way. Your brother-in-law is a really great guy. I've enjoyed getting to know him! (Have you seen this one?http://www.leslieleylandfields.com/) thanks for writing and saying hello!
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